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Been thinking about my “About”. How do I define myself in a short essay that is both charming and candid? Do I write in narrative or do I use bullet points? How can a life long-lived be bullet-pointed? Bullet proof? Yes! But bullet-pointed? How to captivate and not clobber ~ with too much information ~ “TMI” to the Millenials or to this Next-Gen group of reader/writers who scan and scour the blogosphere?
Once upon a time I would have glibly described myself: brunette, medium build, vivacious, curious, bossy, and oh-so-serious about toeing the line, doing life well and right. NOW? With hair turned silver and much living in this heart of mine, it’s not so easy to tersely put out there who my multi-faceted self is.
“Look in the mirror,” I am prompted.
Eyes brown. Laugh lines and lamenting lines dance around them and along my mouth. Hands wrinkled from too-many-to-count sudsy sinks filled with hot water for dishes from meals served from the heart. Looking lower, legs and feet that carry me far and wide.
“Look again. See deeper.” Eyes perceptive. Mouth speaks both life and death. These hands, they both lift and push away. And these feet, they always bring me Home to where my Heart abides.
Our Hearth: In winter it warms not just the air but the very atmosphere, its fire inviting respite with the warmth. In summer, it is a resting place for memories, the stones cool to the touch. The mantel ever changing and ever displaying things that speak connection to family, to life, to Creator-Sustainer God.
Our Kitchen: The one place in the Home everyone and anyone passes through. Nourishment for body and for soul springs forth from here. Food is a production to be plated with intention and invitation. “Come. Sup. Share a story. Life is full: As we fill our bellies, let us fill our hearts.”
And Garden: Colors vibrant. Herbs mingled with flowers abundant. Veggies for our table. Fresh and rich with nutrients, the nurture of these plants bestows nurture to the care-giver. It is a circle. It completes.
Capturing the essence of oneself seems a task only our Creator can effectively do. It is a task simple yet challenging. He Who knows me best can most truthfully reveal me. I am thankful that He knows me best because He is the One and Only Who also loves me best. He loves me ~ AND He loves YOU, no matter what. He knows, He cares and He loves! He is our bullet-proof vest in this life. He is the One who keeps, covers us even when life seems to be ripped to shreds.
While studying the Book of Ruth recently, I came to this picture of a juncture in her life … an identity juncture we each must encounter if we are to be truly, authentically genuine. Her husband has died an untimely death, as has her brother-in-law, his brother. This leaves her mother-in-law, Naomi, bereft of both her sons, all her children. Ruth chooses to leave her people and to follow Naomi into her homeland. Ruth says to Naomi, “Entreat me not to leave you.” Then she proclaims, “For your people shall be my people and your God, my God.” In choosing to remain faithful to Naomi, Ruth ultimately meets her Redeemer, a type of Christ. Her life and her home are established with the One God who knows her and provides for her.
This glimpse we get into Ruth’s earthly life reflects the love and care of a God who is intimately acquainted with all our ways, yet never rejects or abandons. This relational God I follow calls me to grow ever more like Him, to love and care for others as He does for me. My “About” is more about Him than it is about me. My “About” speaks of His Redemptive work in my life even more than it does of my achievements or of the facets of my personality. He is my “About” from beginning to end because HE IS Alpha and Omega. As the sun rises and sets each day, so is My God ~ eternal, sustaining, intimate God!